My biggest fear is starting too become myself..
These thoughts of self hatred are eating me alive..
I’m so fucked up what is wrong with me?
Why am I like this?
Why can’t I be normal?
Why does this shadow of pain follow me around and come out of it’s shape at night? Leave me alone depression leave me the fuck alone
i’m screaming for someone..anyone… to make the pain stop…….. but no one is listening..because nobody cares
I’ve lost myself so long ago..
I’ve pretended everything wasn’t there
I’m dead inside
please let me go
I can’t live like this anymore
you all think i’m better
but you have no idea…and you won’t until I’m gone
I will never be okay..until I’m dead.
You know when someone says something to you and it just eats at you and you say in your head over and over and over again. yeah fuck you for making my depression even worse and making me hate myself even fucking more.
I don’t want you to tell me what to do
I just want you to fix it