My confessions

I’ve lost myself so long ago..
I’ve pretended everything wasn’t there
I’m dead inside
please let me go
I can’t live like this anymore

you all think i’m better
but you have no idea…and you won’t until I’m gone

I will never be okay..until I’m dead.

You know when someone says something to you and it just eats at you and you say in your head over and over and over again. yeah fuck you for making my depression even worse and making me hate myself even fucking more.

I don’t want you to tell me what to do

I just want you to fix it

Don’t fucking asking me how i’m doing

when you don’t give a fucking shit about me

going to the hospital hopefully they can fix me ..