I’ve lost myself so long ago..
I’ve pretended everything wasn’t there
I’m dead inside
please let me go
I can’t live like this anymore

you all think i’m better
but you have no idea…and you won’t until I’m gone

I will never be okay..until I’m dead.

Please give me the courage to cut again so I can remember what it’s like to escape this just for a moment please.

I’m sorry I’m not good enough, I’m sorry I will never be good enough.

I want too die, because I don’t want too keep pretending things will get better, my monster of a mind of depression will change.

I can’t keep lying, and pretending when I am so broken and am already dead inside.

You know when someone says something to you and it just eats at you and you say in your head over and over and over again. yeah fuck you for making my depression even worse and making me hate myself even fucking more.