My confessions

No one will ever love me, like I love them.

you see right thru me
how do yo do that?

More like no one can.
& I wish they could.
Because mostly my strong face, and smilies
are an act.
Sometimes I’m empty, and dying inside.
& when there’s no life in me, I want someone to notice
someone to ask “whats wrong” not "are you okay"
because they should know i’m not.

I know depression is something hard to recover from.,
but all the addictions I got on the way are too. Being strong is hard,
and the feeling to keep it all to myself, that’s my biggest flaw.
i know i shouldn’t expect people to know i’m not okay.
but the signs are there,
and if no ones looking then what?
idk. nvm.